laugh, dance and sing !!!

2009-10-20T07:51:00.000-07:00

current mood: half angry half happy...
current song: i wanna know you- Miley Cyrus feat David archuleta

JUST CHOPPED MY HAIR..!!
AND I LOVE IT...
SHORT AND NOT MESSY...
yay for me..!!!
wakakaka..!

lots of laughing, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-10-16T05:11:00.000-07:00

current mood: im in a can-i-fall-in-love-with-you-? mood
current song: one less lonely girl- Justin Bieber

class was rocking today...
financial accounting IS fun...!!
like the same kind of fun when i was in my poa class last two years....
my faci kinda rocks tho not titally..
elfira is in the same group as me.....
yaynes..!!
like match made in heaven...
but i don't like the repeat student...
she is so not cooperative....
sheesh...!!
didnt contribute much to the group also..
n she gave me that attitude...
n i don't like dat...
if u give me attitude..
i'll give u attitude back...
i don't care even if you in year 2 or 3...
she definitely had her taste of her own medicine just now...

okay...
whatever with that situation...

TOMORROW IM GOING SHOPPING..!!!
yayness...!!!
finally..!!!
going with sabrina...
but gotta teman her go rebond her hair first...
so yeah..
going shopping coz finally got raya money from mom...
so im heading everywhere tomorrow...
from heartland to town to just area nearby my house....
buying tons of clothes baby..!!!
accessories too...
not forgetting..
i need a new bag....
my sch bag just broke on me just now...
im also finding stickers for my lappy..
im not talking about lappy skins tho...
just big huge stickers...
anyone knows where i can find them...
i want stickers from pictures of smiley faces...
to encouraging words..
to graphic designs...
yeah...
can't wait for tomorrow...

seems like i fall for people fast and hard ehk...?
i hate that fact larh...

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
NADIA BOOK... :D

2009-10-13T06:40:00.000-07:00

current mood: im feeling jittery a bit...
current song: future love- varsity fanclub (it's repeating and repeating and repeating and repeating and repeating...)

mustaqeem and cik linda dropped by today..!!
so stoked to see that lil bro of mine..
miss him lots...

today school was utterly BORING and DREADFUL...!!
fullstop..

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-10-12T05:08:00.000-07:00

rocking out kiki's cap in class...
call me crazy...
i don't care...

another photo taken yesterday with baby nur...
:D

current mood: i am in the somebody-said-something-touching-n-is-making-me-feel-emotional mood....
current song: where are you now- Honor Society

okay....
basically..
school effing rocks today...
not really...
maths was cracking my head up into millions of pieces...
and i ended up being in the craziest position i've ever been....
maybe got the "infection" from arthirah..
most probably....
was dancing, singing..
just being a mad person..
yeah...
though in all i can say i enjoyed class today...
n jaszry is reminding me of somebody...
his chracter, behaviour all..
seems so similar to somebody who i do not even wish to remember...
but i have nothing against jaszry though..
he's cool...

n it just happened that i stumbled upon his blog which i would rather say i shouldn't have stumbled upon...
whatever he said on that blog of his is just making me feel a little...
"emotional"....
i mean...
i think that whatever he had said does make sense...
n the situation he describe is so real that i can definitely relate to....
i definitely know what he meant...
every single word he said...

though i UTTERLY...
i repeat...
UTTERLY...
hate him...
i can't help but feel so sorry for him...
im thinking something that i should not be thinking...
the urge to talk to him and ask him if he is alright...
no...
i should not be doing that...
i do not even want to talk to him even to hear his voice...

sometimes i wonder...
maybe i should not have gave up that easily...
but what he did was so horrible that i do not even want to remember a single bit of wonderful times i had with him....
lets just say the feeling is horrible....

though at times now...
i do have the urge that i wanna talk to him whenever i have tough times...
cause he has always been a good listening ear for me during happy times...
i noe it will not be as happy and easy...
hatred burns in my heart like crazy can....?

im terribly half hearted right now....

i think i'll just say tomorrow will one of those boring days...
marketing is horrible can...???!!

lots of laughter, danicng and singing,
NADIA BOOK... :D

2009-10-11T05:12:00.000-07:00

current mood: :D
current song: zero- varsitry fanclub

here's the lowdown for today...

first up..
madrasah....
was rather tiring..
i was pratically half asleep the entire time in class...
finally saw haikal's hair...
looks kinda like zac efron-ish...
nice but not nice..
the hair is nice but the look on him does not suit him well....
so today is just revising....
which is so boring....
n uztzah were talking about the future...
another reason why i wanted to sleep...

reached home after madrasah n mom wanted to go LJS..
so yeah..
went to LJS and bought 2 fish with fries..
all on me..
i had to pay two sets of what i ate n a black pepper chicken..
in all $14...
so expensive...!!

after that...
just relaxing at home....
watched The Hills Marathon...
which was exciting yet stupid...
dun ask me why..
but yeah...

now...
baby nur is here at my house..
noisy as she is as always..
cik djamal is here too without cik eton unfortunately...
kinda miss that aunty of mine...
took some pictures with baby nur and cik djamal...
here goes...

fitri..
BE JEALOUS...!!
me and my messy hair..
not glam at all..!!!
hehe...!!
baby nur always makes my day...
love her to bits...

tmr's sch..
im not really looking forward to it...
ouh well..!!!
still gotta get the grades right...??

lots of laughter, danicng and singing,
NADIA BOOK.. :D

2009-10-07T06:28:00.000-07:00

current mood: frustrated..?
current song: Try- Asher Book

i just notice something...
okay...
so singapore idol just ended like 5 mins ago on tv...
n so i watched amirah performed...
n i noticed something amusing yet pretty...
somehow i find that amirah has the same face structure, feature and smile of DEMI LOVATO...!!!
look properly at her face n u'll noe wad i mean...
n i liked sezairi's performance today...

so basically..
cognitive is just cognitive...
i find G102 much harder than G101...
n im hating that fact...
my hopes may be dashed...
i dun noe if i can understand what is being taught in class..
or to the extent of even passing G102...
n it's very frustrating..
wich wud lead me to laziness wich i do not want to get to that point...
n the faci is alright..
tho i think she is strict...

so tmr deres YOG briefing..
i really hope i will be chosen...
n if i am...
i wud want to work close with the athletes and the teams..
leh cuci mate babe...!!
but nah..
dats not my main reason why i want to take part in YOG...
i want to experience the experience..
get it..?
if not, never mind...

n ouh..!! deres a magician in class..
ryman showed me, athirah and eda some awesome magic tricks...!!
n it was AWESOME....!!!
??

okay..
im dreading doing my RJ and quiz right now...
it's "difficult"..?

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
NADIA BOOK... :D

2009-10-06T06:07:00.000-07:00

current mood: happy :)
current song: Love Struck- V Factory

today's an awesome day...
tho i really find marketing hard..
n not forgetting..
DARN BORING...
my faci is not rocking here...
she's just so bland...
no substance...
not even in her jokes..

I think I do realise now...
I might actuallly have that something for that person...
everytime I see him its like im out of breath...
he is just so gorgeous...
and his voice...
what can i say..
DRIVES ME CRAZY...
melts me away...

dear asher book....
can u just get any hotter?
god..!!
he's like my i-can-cry-and-die-for-favourite-artist-NOW...!!
boy..
U JUST DIVE ME CRAZY..!!

i can finally say that i want his last name..
HAHAHAHAHA!!
BOOK BABY..!!

lots of luaghter, dancing and singing,
NADIA BOOK.. :D
MUAHAHAHAHAHA..!!

2009-10-05T04:57:00.000-07:00

current mood: tired... *yawns*
current song: future love- varsity fanclub

MY NEW CLASS IS ROCKING MY SOCKS..!!
First day and it's already quite chaotic and noisy...
awesome isn't it..?
i'm already loving this class...
n ouh...
there are definitely no lazy bums in this class...
no stoners...
everybody's friendly and are really helpful towards one another..
thank god I don't have all those undesired characters in my new class...
n ouh...
im rather near to my close freinds too...
as in they are either next door, opposite my class..
sumting like that...

n finally...
n honestly..
i can say im finally enjoying maths in RP for the first time...
my faci effing rocks..
she's jumpy, cheery, joyful...
not boring at all..
n most of all very helpful...
and my group for maths now is quite fun to work with also...
tho its still very sian dat first day of school maths...
but well...

im missing my trekking friends...
i've quit trekking due to some reasons so i will definitely not see them anymore...
im missing my sheena the most...
but i DO miss the others as well...
HAMSATH!!!
GOD!! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH I MISS YOU...?
girl... i need some girl talk with you...
pretty please..?
all my other lovelies in trekking...
i miss you guys ton a lot...
i miss training with you guys and all...
btw, i heard there's gonna be an outing next next week to what mountain i dunno..
if only i could join you guys...
ouh well...

n i have not seen or talked to khai in a while....
where have you gone boy...?
dude...
you promise me a ride home in your car...
where did that promise go to..?
only solution is..
im gonna bug you and disturb you like crazy on msn...
you'll see...

have anyone watched FAME already...?
it's an okay-awesome show somehow...
n ouh...
HOTTI ALERT..!!
ASHER BOOK IS CRAZY HOT..!!
look out for him...
he's also in a band called V FACTORY..
and those boys are just melting my heart with their voices..
AMAZING..!!

ouh...
it's just effing AWESOME that CHELSEA BEAT LIVERPOOL 2-0..
hahahahaha..!!

countdown to NEW MOON...
less than two months baby..!!

lots of laughter, dancinbg and singing,
nadia :D

2009-09-19T05:07:00.000-07:00

current mood: EXCITED !!!
current song: straight through my heart- backstreet boys & SO (let the music play)- jordin sparks

TOMORROW'S HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..!!!
WOOHOO!!
IM STOKED!!

ouh...
late news here..
i effing WON JONAS goodies from disney...!!!
DOUBLE HAPPINESS..!!

to all umat islam out there...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..

salam from nadia..

2009-09-15T21:57:00.000-07:00

current mood: stoked!!
current song: halo- beyonce

ouh god...
please make my dreams of going to australia one day come true this december holidays...

daddy is planning on a family vacation this december once we move house...
and im only hoping we would go australia..
i've been yearning to go there since i do not how far back in time..
and ouh..

countdown to HARI RAYA! : 4 MORE DAYS..!!
woohoo..!!
can't wait..

btw...
anyone watched the mtv vma 2009 already..??
it was dead awesome except for the part when kanye west went on stage and grab the mic from taylor swift and spoke his mind that beyonce had the best video of all time...
i thought he was damn rude larh...
utterly disrespectful...
what not..
he was drunk through out the awards ceremony...
on cognac all the way..
poor taylor swift was all stunned and cried backstage with her mom...
but i can tell taylor's a strong girl coz right after that she was set to perform and came back strong...
and beyonce is just graacious and classy for inviting taylor back on stage to finish her speech...
i think that both beyonce and taylor are inspirational and wonderfullly talented and are definitely one of those people who do not let fame get to their head...
in other words wonderfully humble...

anyhoo..
the smell of rendang, sambal ikan bilis, serunding and lots of other raya food is filling up my house...
mom is an early cooker...
so she cooks all the food a few days before raya so she does not have to be busy cooking on the day of raya itself...
woo..
i can't wait to taste the food...
had a dip of sambal just now and it was awesomely DELICIOUS..!!
ouh..
my favourite sambal goreng is coming soon..!!
yippy skippy..!!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-09-11T05:35:00.000-07:00

current mood: very.... excited-nervous..??
current song: ladies choice- zac efron (hairspray soundtrack)

ok..
im just loving my holidays right now..
im not gonna have any madrasah classes for the next two weeks..
i still got maybe another week or so of holidays for RP...
and HARI RAYA is in A WEEK AND TWO DAYS...!!

this is SO life...
so relaxing and enjoyable..
and i can let my mind only imagine what it will be like when school reopens...
hoping to get a good class again..
fingers cross..

okay...
here are just some of the highlights that happened like from a week ago tilll today...
i think it was last saturday that my family plus mustaqeem went geylang..
let's just say it's HORRIBLE going there...
im never gonna go there again especially during the ramadhan period...
the crowd is utterly horrible..
tooo many people around which can only do one thing to me...
HEADACHE..!!!

ouh yeah...!!
when we were there...
we were at a traffic light when a dog got loose from it's owner...
it ran across the streets like " I'M FREE..!!"
then looked back at it's owner and ran back to it's owner across the street again.. almost got hit by a truck this time...
when it hault to a stop it was only inches away from where my family was standing..
so practically me and sis freaked out...
yadayadayada..
it was already night...
so me and sis started counting the number of floating caps we can see for twenty minutes..
obviously we were bored if we start doing that...
so we counted in twenty minutes there's like 40 floating caps we counted...?
that's a LOT okay...
ouh... did i tell you i saw jeremiah..??
effing HOT as always...!!

blablabla..
sunday was awesome at madrasah tho i was particularly clumsy on that day...

so on wednesday which was two days ago..
went johor for raye clothes shopping..
family decided that we should go for a black theme this year...
we never had a theme colour for our family..
so this is our first..
i guess my family may be looking rather hot this year especiallyu mummy..!!
loved her baju...
so we spent from 9 am till 10 plus at night in malaysia clothes shopping..
13 hours of shopping.. RAD or what..??

did i tell u on monday went to watched BANDSLAM with cuzzy fitri and sis..??
yup..!! Bandslam was awesome!!
after the movie went to see baby nur with fitri while mum and sis went shoe shopping..
baby nur as always.. CUTE as ever...

and im having the HOTS for justin bieber larh..
being such a cougar here...
he's FIFTEEN..!!
too young for me but why should i care..??!
and i also loved SPECTACULAR..!!
Nolan's an awesome singer BUT definitely NOT A DANCER..
he cannot dance..
PERIOD..!!

and ouh..!!
i saw khairul amri at geylang too!!
u know..
our singapore soccer player..
he's rather tall and i thought he was short all this while..
and btw..
im stoked faizal isa made it to the top 13 of singapore idol..
he use to be from my primary school u know..
he has always been a GREAT singer since back then..
i remember him singing during teacher's day like maybe 5-6 years back..??
awesome as always..
okay.. im gonna be embarrassed here..
but i confess i did have a thing for faizal back in primary school..
it's an old crush thing...

anyhoo...
im so stoked for raye this year..
it's coming fast..
and i do not have to spend the whole first day of raye at my house any more..
woohoo!!

yippy skippy!!
nadia :D

2009-09-01T23:01:00.000-07:00

current mood: just in my holiday mood
current song: one time- justin bieber

okay...
i've not been blogging lately..

im just enjoying the good 'ol holidays...
5 weeks is just right to replenish my energy and get my feet on the ground back..
here's the list of what i practically do everyday (so far)..
1. sleep
2. watch tv
3. sleep
4. bathe
5. sleep
6. go buy food and drinks for break fast
7. sleep
8. online
9. go for prayers at cik djamal's house a.k.a play time with baby nur!!
10. and more SLEEP..!!

yup...
dats what i've been doing..
boring eh??..
somebody take me out please..?

as of right now..
just looking forward to going to malaysia for shopping..
next week baby..!!
woohoo..!!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-08-22T07:49:00.000-07:00

current mood: sleepy
current song: world war 3- jonas brothers

first day of puasa was a breeze..
didn't feel like it was actually puasa...
so lemme about 28 more days to hari raya..?

so for this year's puasa..
im praying that i will be emotionally stable and spiritually stable...
and i hope that my upcoming days and years will be fiiled with more joy and calmness...
and i hope that my dad will finally quit smoking this year..
so much for " i WILL quit smoking before puasa this year.."...
he's paying the price for being a heavy smoker today...
coughed so much that he eventually is falling sick right now...
he REALLY needs to stop before anything bad happens to him..

anyhoo...
next week's the last week of sem 1...
i wonder how i would feel...

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-08-20T07:22:00.000-07:00

current mood: :(
current song: my baby & oxygen- jesse mccartney

i feel guilty for letting baby nur hit her head hard on the floor...
thanks to my unattentiveness when looking after a baby...
shouldn't have let her go like that...
:( :( :(

guilty,
nadia :(

2009-08-19T05:11:00.000-07:00

current mood: nervous
current song: it's over- jesse mccartney

Joe Jonas = American Idol Judge ??
How and since When did that happen..?
though it will be interesting to watch...
but it's so weird...

UT 3 is finally here...
im wrecking my head everyday now...
im in a half stress half excited mode...
today's enterprise UT was alright..
wasn't that difficult though..
hope i pass..
hope i pass for all the UTs.. *fingers cross*

and im finally seeing my uztaz again after these few months since i started school tomorrow...
and i get to see mustaqeem and meera tomorrow..
woohoo!!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-08-16T19:23:00.000-07:00

current mood: not too good
current song: fix you- coldplay

i think insanity is gripping on to me hard...
i feel im getting more insane everyday...
certain obsession and addiction are just hard to let go..

i guess i just blew my chance of getting selected for APEC Ambassador...
totally screwed up my interview...
they asked me...
"so why are you proud of singapore..?"
and i answered..
"im proud of singapore coz i get to present and be an ambassador of APEC.." FULLSTOP..!!
what an answer huh..?
im mad..
i felt stupid after that answer...
and i totally made a face in front of the interviewer..
i was totally, unimaginably stupid..!
my interview was the shortest amongst all the other candidate...
when i got down to the mcdees at ngee ann city to meet my mom and dad...
i was on the brink of crying but i didn't....
too ashame to cry in the public...
anyways...
i jst felt horrible coz i wanted to participate badly and i just gave a freaking lousy interview...
there goes my chance...

but...
i got over that stupid feeling by the time i met baby nur...
that girl always make my day....
super duper cute....
imagine..
this adorable baby girl was sleeping and she suddenly wakes up and was about to cry..
but the moment she sees your face...
she smiled so sweetly and adorably at you coz she was happy to see you...?
i was so happy when i saw that...
now i wish i had a another little sibling...

anyways..
i just felt like not going to school tomorrow...
and my teeth is killing me bad..
it's not getting better...
about time to see the doctor again...

and and...
felt sorry for my father...
coz..
LIVERPOOL LOST..
HAHA!!
2-1...
to hotspurs...
ouh..
and arsenal was awesome to beat everton aat everton's home ground 1-6...!!
and manchester united only managed a 1-0 win to birmingham...
so pathetic..
i thought that they can actually do better than that...
but birmingham was awesome to keep them down...
anyways.. its just the first game..
tons of games coming up..
finally my saturdays and sundays nights are filled with soccer again..!!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-08-14T06:36:00.000-07:00

current mood: :)
current song: lovers in japan- coldplay

i have a sudden urge to go jungle trekking and river rafting....
gonna try ask and persuade daddy to go for a trip to pahang this december holiday...
badly wanna go jungle trekking and river rafting.....

but as of now...
im settling with the thought of going to the airport tomorrow with family and mustaqeem...
imagining myself going to australia at the end of this year...
i hope daddy keeps his words of bringing the family to australia....

and i have a new addiction...

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-08-11T08:03:00.000-07:00

current mood: very restless
current song: my current playlist is coldplay...

so what happened over the weekends??

okay...
nothing much actually....
except that on saturday...
my family had an awesome family gathering...
finally met my most of my family...
some were missing..
they went to KL...
but nontheless it was awesome...!!
i always feel awesome when im around my family...
btw, plenty of babies were around that day...
my family is producing babies non-stop...
i mean...
im already like what..17??
n i still have cousins who are still babies....
that only make me feel older....

so on sunday...
was suppose to attend a wedding...
but i didnt...
coz im very lazy...
n i also wanna watch some favourite shows of mine...
ouh...
i enterd that jonas and i contest...
i hope i win... *fingers cross*...
so at around 7 plus like that...
my whole family plus mustaqeem went out to watched the fire works at marina bay....
ok...
technically we get to wacth but we were in the car when the fire works began..
awesome fire works this year i think...
and while driving...
daddy drived over this like so called hill...
so our hearts when jumpy for a while...
so dear mustaqeem was like "ape tu..? terperanjat aqeem..."
imagine a 4 year boy saying that..
the cutest ever...
after that we went west coast to eat...
too bad for me..
i wasn't able to eat much..
my stomach was not in a good mood apparently at that point of time...

yadayadayada..
reach home...
change clothes...

monday...
stayed at home to watch the repeat telecast of the ndp...
practically a typical boring day...

so today...
had maths module...
was an okay day..
not too bad...
n im watching the teen choice awards 2009 as of now...
yay...!!
btw, taylor lautner looked faboosh..!!
so does JB...
so did the rest of the stars....
JB being awesome as host...
im loving every second of the show..!!

ouh!ouh!
n im a HAPPY BUNNY coz CHELSEA BEAT MANCHESTER UNITED..!!
woohoo..!!
serve you right..!!
right back at ya all you MAN U fans... (fitri)...
haha...
jk oni...
jgn marah...

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-08-07T06:49:00.000-07:00

current mood: :)
current song: party in the usa- miley cyrus

oh boy...!!
im finally back in school...
yeah...
just for one day in the entire week..!!
felt like it was a waste of time but still...
it's still worth going to school...

anyways...
after school met dear sabrina..
the purpose was actually to accompany her buy her formal shoes (which I thought was rocking... coz it's damn cheap and nice...!)
however, we detour for a while to catch a movie...

guess what show we watched..?
THE HANGOVER..!!
i've been wanting to watch thaty movie for a while now...
at last get to watch it...
i tell you...
the movie was SICK...!!
SICK as in rather good...
VERY FUNNY...
but disgusting at times...
but overall..
DAMN GOOD and not forgetting...
SICK!!
okay..
i've repeated that like twice already..
okay stop..!
im thinking that justin bartha and bradley cooper are two of the hottest male actors in hollywood...
yupz!!
but too bad both are taken... :(

after that we went for her shoes and then LJS..!!
yup2..!!
ate and then we went home after that...

okay..
im so looking forward to tomorrow...
finally a family gathering..
im missing my family yo...
especially mustaqeem..!!
im gonna be at cik linda's from dusk till dawn..
haha kidding...!!!
nah...
maybe from 1 to 7 pm..?
yup..

so on sunday though..
i think i have a wedding to attend...
not too sure who's though...
i think my mother's teacher the daughter wedding..
but i want to be back early on sunday...
first, because i want to watch the national day parade..
second, i want to watch the community shield between man u and chelsea...
last, because...
i want to watch the premiere of JONAS...!!
on disney channel...
omg!!
like finally can...
finally im watching it on television instead of my computer screen...!
two more days babe..!!
two more days..

then...
on monday...
it's the teen choice awards 2009..!!
woohoo...!!
JB's gonna host it...
im so gonna watch it ASAP...!!
hope JB wins all the surf boards they are nominated for..
so does miley, demi, lucas till...
yupz..!!
wonder what's the dare they are gonna do...?
btw, im still stoked that i am an official member of JB FC...
yupz... woohoo..!!

2009-08-02T21:45:00.000-07:00

current mood: terribly sick
current song: live to party- jonas brothers

so i guess i'm gonna be stuck at home for four days for just having H1N1 symptoms...
but i don't think i have it...
i mean the virus...
i just show symptoms..
but doctor said precautionary measures...
so he gave me four days of mc...
wah!!
i'm gonna rot at home...
but it's good...
i mean if i really have it then i wouldn't want to pass it to my classmates or any other people...
so it's better off staying at home...
bet it's gonna be boring...

anyhoo..
wish me luck on the road to recovery people...
:D :D....

2009-07-31T07:33:00.001-07:00

current mood: solemn
current song: black keys- jonas brothers

i've been losing several relatives for the past few months...
it's like one after another one after another one...
blow after blow after blow...
and i just lost one more...
it's really a sad situation for my family..
especially for my aunt who just lost her mother....
i just hope i won't lose any of the people i love most in the world so soon...
but if they have to go...
then they have to..

2009-07-28T02:01:00.000-07:00

current mood: very lazy
current song: im currently listening to several rascal flatts songs...

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I'm just rollin' home into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you

majorly in love with the above song...
god blessed the broken road by the rascal flatts....

if you want something so much in life...
you should always believe..
that one day it will come true...

and if you are broken..
you should always pray that everything will be alright...
cause we will always be blessed...
and that road you took that have been broken down..

if you look around and witness for yourself what you have left...
your loved ones, family, friends and most importantly god...
will always be there...
to mend that part of you that have broken into several pieces...

so there is no reason why we should give up in life easily...
we have so many things that are so important to us and that we should always cherish them..
what i believe is that my family, friends and god are my life...
nothing else matters...
they make up who i am...
they make up what i am..
they are the ones who got me where i am today...
they will always be my life through out this life i've got.....
and i love them with my entire soul and heart..
and i mean it...

somehow that song..
got me inspired...
the song made me think through some things...
the song meant something...
definitely...

2009-07-27T06:07:00.001-07:00

current mood: :(
current song: do you know- enrique iglesias

I HATE MOOD SWINGS..!!

2009-07-26T18:20:00.000-07:00

current mood: feel "sloppy"
current song: fire burning- sean kingston

IS FERNANDO TORRES HOT OR WHAT..??!
i've been asking myself that question..
like non-stop...
OMG!!
he is effing HOT..!!
haha...!!

match was awesome..
my prediction was So on the dot...
singapore definitely had no chance of winning or even scoring a goal...
however..
they are still commendable though..
first half they played pretty well and actually made several attempts to score a goal..
BUT...
LIVERPOOL WAS BETTER!!
duh..
like obviously...

torres played like more than half an hour...
which is good..
he came on field and the stadium just got louder...
he was effortless i tell u...
amazeball!!
xabi alonso also played..
so does dirk kuyt...
so did reina...
so did dosena...

arh..!!
i very happy liao..!!

it was magical when all the fans at the stadium just sang along to the club song as one united liverpool fans..
total magic..
felt like crying at that moment but i didn't....

torres scored..
which i tell u is highlight of the night...
so did reira's...
i was very impress with yossi benayoun too...

the day ended spectacularly!!
this trip that the liverpool team made to singapore left a deep impression on me about the club...
even though im not a liverpool fan..(chelsea fan here..)
i think i've been brainwash by my dad and the reaction i've seen on the field at the nationaal stadium...
i finally get the geez why liverpool is one of the most awesome club...
and I finally fell in love with liverpool...

even so..
im still a bigger and huger fan of chelsea k..?
so chelsea fans dun be angry..
im still one of u..

hmmm...
i hope liverpool fc will come here again..
even better if chelsea fc would ever come here...

Please drop by our lion city again...

p.s..
I LOVE YOU FERNANDO TORRES...!!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-07-23T07:32:00.000-07:00

current mood: :)
current song: way away- yellowcard

boo!!
i miss blogging...
so..
im blogging today...

so today...
was a not-so-bad-day...
though there were definitely a couple of mishaps...
but who cares..?
i don't care what other people think of me...
i would rather be consent about my own well-being than to listen to all your crappy stuff that will never affect me in any way...

so proposal was rejected..
didnt expect that...

erm..
after school actually wanted to go straight home..
then aainaa caught me half way to causeway point....
she ajak me to join her to meet up with shahira...
so i said why not..
anyway i've not seen shahira in a while...
man..!!
she look gorgeous...
somehow i thought she lost some weight...
in my opinion she did...
she looks kinda tiredd tough...
well..
pity her..
she lives in johor and have to travel back and forth everyday for school..
if it was me..
i would never shift to johor..
even if it meant i have to stay at my uncle's house next door...
so after shahira..
aainaa wanted to meet up with her classmates..
so i asked if it's okay for me to join her...
and she didnt mind..
so i joined her, iftirah, nisa and some others from e37a...
tough i didnt stay long coz have to meet up with mom..

reach home..
eat..
coz i was super hungry..
den ironed my clothes for tomorrow..
bathe...
watched my favourite korean drama..
sleep for a while..
and..
tada..
yours truly is on blog...

btw..
yesterday i saw _ _ _ _ _
like again..!!
panic attack again...
gosh!!
he damn hot okay...!!
suddenly i feel a burst of excitement and happiness trying to get out of me..
just take my breath away...
woot woot!!

anyhoo...
im in a really weird situation...
and i really feel bad about it..
well..
what i have got to do with that person anymore..?
let's not care of what that person might think..
i've cut all ties with that person....
so why should i bother..?
yups..!!
nadia..
let's do what makes you happy and not bother whether other people might think...

im just grateful that my granny is not moving in...
so relieved...
don't ask me why..
my dad is gonna scold me upside down...

erm...
i guess i'll just stop here...
btw, people...
if you read my blog..
pls tag...
thank you....
ESPECIALLY AAINAA..!!
you better tag girl...
hehe...

lots of laughing, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-07-20T06:48:00.000-07:00

current mood: EXCITED!!! HAPPY!!! AWESOME!!!
current song: sweet dreams- beyonce

OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG!

DADDY JUST LEARNT THAT HE HAD ACTUALLY WON THE TRAINING PASSES OF THE LIVERPOOL FC THIS FRIDAY AT THE NATIONAL STADIUM!!!
AND....
HE ASKED ME TO COME ALONG..!!!
ARH!!!
I VERY HAPPY LIAO..!!!
I WANTED BADLY TO GO AND FINALLY MY DREAM COME TRUE..!!!
WOOHOO!!!
THANKS DADDY FOR INVITING AND THINK OF YOUR DAUGHTER, WHO IS DESPERATELY TO GO, FIRST!!!
HAHAHA!!
I LOVE YOU DADDY!!!
i dunno how to repay you...
maybe i'll study hard and get my diploma asap..!!

OMG!!
I STILL CAN'T ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I AM... EMPHASIZE ON THE AM... GOING TO SEE FERNANDO TORRES!!!!, AGGER, XABI ALONSO AND GANG...!!
just too bad i can't see steven gerard...
BUT STILL...
IM GOING.. WOOHOO!!!

2009-07-15T05:56:00.000-07:00

current mood: :p
current song: paparazzi- lady gaga

valencia and amber

my ultimate dude, boon hong..!! haha!!

shi hui

ali

kane and zee

nisa, iftirah and aainaa

i wanna thank all the people above for being kind and generous enough to be my team's interviewees and models for today... :D :D :D :D :D :D

lots of love,
nadia :D

2009-07-13T04:58:00.002-07:00

current mood: I'M FABOOSH !!!
current song: never say never (don't let me go)- the fray

"If you have to tell someone how bad you want it, then you haven't shown them how hard you already work for it."- John Mayer

nadia is going on a hiatus for a while...
both in blog and virtual form and in life form...
i apologize if im not responding to any of you...
i need a break for a while...
though im still fabulous and well...
i've been worn out lately...
i need to recharge..
which i will be doing in a few days or a week...

after that i guess im back to my normal self..
gosh.. i miss being hyper..
have not been experiencing that in a while..

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-07-11T01:27:00.000-07:00

current mood:???
current song: penny and me- hanson

im looking forward to a really great day tomorrow...
can't wait to meet some of my friends whom i have not seen for 1 month plus...
ouh..
eye-candy is gonna be around tomorrow..
haha!!
happy me..!!

erm..
i've been like staring into blank space for the last 3 hours...
im bored and do not know what to do...
so i guess im gonna be random here...

yesterday at night went to wak ju's house...
my uncle wanted to take something from her house and asked my dad to send him there..
so me being my typical self..
i followed...
i love following people around especially if there is car as my transport...
ouh..
n i got the signed poster of the singapore hockey team under 21..
the team that my cousin was in..
woohoo!!

it's original okay..
i kinda personally asked my cousin to asked his team to sign the thing for me..
gave him the poster...
uncle asked me to keep it temporarily...
then, uncle mention go jalan kayu to eat..
we all went there..
me, mom, dad, two uncles, aunty and my cousin...
so that's like what 7 people cramping into one car..
however it wasn't that squeezy though...
amazeballs!!

when we got there..
that's when i realised that my family like to go jalan kayu to eat..
in the past month we've been there for like what maybe 6 times..??
im getting sick of the food and place..
too many times eating there already..

anyhoo...
got back home after that around 12 ++ am..
and i got to sleep straight away...

countdown to HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE : 5 more days baby!!
woohoo!!

2009-07-09T05:07:00.000-07:00

current mood: im in a stable mood...
current song: sandcastle disco- solange knowles

"live like you are at the bottom even thoguh you're at the top"- papa jonas

don't ever forget to be humble...
that was what i had seen and witness and learned lately from Michael Jackson...

as of right now...
im watching red thread..
i find the show kinda boring..
typical boring draggy drama...
so...
im swicthing channels..
disney channel is playing cadet kelly...

anyhoo...
today is rather an awesome day..
tons of laughter in class...
which is good... :D

erm...
i have nothing much going on today..
except that im starting to find a ceratin someone majorly irritating with his stares when i co-incidentally meet him around school...
dude...
get youself sought out can..?
and ouh...
i don't like the way you act around me when you're around your girlfriend..
what...?
you trying to make me jealous..?
well..
i gotta say...
it's definitely not working...
so whatever...
not interested at all..

ouh..
btw..
went to library and burger king after school with sissy...
im damn full already liao..
and my mother is forcing me to eat what she had cooked..
she say she does not want to waste food..
ouh gosh..!!
im gonna be bloated for sure...

and erm...
i cannot wait for the next movie im so looking forward to watch..
HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE...!!
im so going with sabrina..
woohoo..!!!
hmm...
i think im a movie buff...
i just discovered that in last month plus the first dew days of this month..
i've gone at least like 5 times maybe more than that to catch a movie...
where did i get all that money from..?
i didnt realise i've spent so much money on movies..
there goes my shopping money..!! :(

anyhoo..
mommy was nice when i came back from school...
she bought me a nice cute dress..
woohoo!!
thanks mom!!
very happy liao..!!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-07-08T05:14:00.000-07:00

current mood: AWESOMELY HAPPY!!!
current song: you are not alone and heal the world- michael jackson

“In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream. And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe.”- Michael Jackson

nadia has never experienced such a panic attack like the one she experienced in the morning....
nadia could not breathe by the sight of _ _ _ _ _ ...
nadia was VERY HAPPY...
haha..!!
it's been a long time...
finally..!!

okay...
so i was freaking tired when i get to school...
didn't sleep last night..
huge mistake...
i couldn't even open my heavy eyes in class...
so tired..
well..
i didn't regret watching the Michael Jackson's memorial service at 1.30 am - 3 ++am last night...
finally it sink in that the king of pop is really gone...
his brothers and daughter's speech actually made me cry...
his children prince michael, paris katherine and prince michael 2 are so beautiful...
I really feel sad for them...

anyhoo...
erm...
i guess im so gonna go to bed early today..
toodles..!!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-07-06T06:49:00.001-07:00

current mood: just feel like laughing...
current song: MMMBOP- hanson

haha!!
i feel like a small child...
mmmbop baby..!!!
MMMBOP song is SO HAPPY TIMES..!!
SO HAPPY SONG..!!

video was taken like maybe 12 years ago..??

lyrics:

You have so many relationships in this life
Only one or two will last
You're going through all this pain and strife
Then you turn your back and they're gone so fast
And they're gone so fast

So hold on the ones who really care
In the end they'll be the only ones there
When you get old and start losing your hair
Can you tell me who will still care
Can you tell me who will still care

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du

Said oh yeah
In an mmm bop, they're gone
Plant a seed, plant a flower, plant a rose
You can plant any one of those
Keep planting to find out which one grows
It's a secret no one knows
It's a secret no one knows
No one knows

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du

In an mmm bop they're gone.
In an mmm bop they're not there.
In an mmm bop they're gone.
In an mmm bop they're not there.
Until you lose your hair. No, But you don't care.

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du

Can you tell me? No you can't cause you dont know.
Can you tell me? You say you can but you don't know.
Can you tell me which flower's going to grow?
Can you tell me if it's going to be a daisy or a rose?
Can you tell me which flower's going to grow?
Can you tell me? You say you can but you don't know.

You say you can but you don't know.
You don't know
You don't know

Mmm bop
Ba du bop
Ba du bop
Ba du

Mmm bop
Ba du bop
Ba du bop
Ba du

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du

2009-07-05T03:55:00.000-07:00

current mood: ???? (just staring at the rain outside of my window and wonder what's next...)
current song: penny and me- hanson (i know it's a damn old song but the rain just remind me of the song and old times)

"Give love and unconditional acceptance to those you encounter, and notice what happens." - Dr. Wayne W. Dyer

the wedding yesterday was awesome, beautiful and somehow magical to me...
rene and his wife, elizabeth, looked gorgeous and stunning..
elizabeth's wedding gown was WOW!, beautiful and so pretty...
rene with tux.. what can i say..? he looked handsome...
aunty julie and uncle gerard looked awesome themselves and from what i can see, they are definitely proud of their son..
everyone who were at the hotel looked good too...
mark looks much better... much thinner and leaner..
finally met gayle again yesterday..
i totally forgotten how she looked like...
she's prettier now..
ouh..
did i tell you that rod monteiro was there with his family too..?
yeah... he was there..
anyhoo..
just felt guilty that i didn't take any pictures yesterday...
i was very "intoxicated" yesterday..
i'll tell you why later..

dinner was served beside the pool at the hotel..
by the way the hotel was very near to the sea..
so..
there was a nice aura..
dinner was okay..
i won't comment much on it though..

okay..
here comes the "intoxicated" story...
okay..
so my seat was rather near to the place where they were serving beer, liquor and alcohol...
as you guys might know..
the smell of all those kinds of drinks can be quite strong..
so..
dear me was suffering...
i just realised that i cannot take the smell of alcohol etc..
i felt awful throughout the dinner..
kinda horrible..
was dizzy and was suffering from headaches...
really..
terrible..

moving on...

rene and elizabeth came over and thank us for coming and all..
that point of time i just realise how petite elizabeth was..
she's so small and short but still pretty...
and rene..
huge and tall...
totally opposite but still perfect for each other..

bla bla bla....

dad was still hungry after that coz he didnt liked the food at the wedding so he didnt eat much...
went al-ameen near my house afetr that..
dadadada...
reach home around 1am...

im just enjoying the rain as of now..
the rain always remind me of times in the past..
sad, happy memories...
those days...
btw..
i have a freaking thing for hanson again..
those guys are like history..
but im falling in love with them again..
??

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-07-03T06:02:00.001-07:00

current mood: sleepy
current song: i got a feeling-black eyed peas

" The biggest mistake you can make in life is to be continually afraid of making one."- Anonymous

" Be open to your dreams, people. Embrace that distant shore because our mortal journey is over all too soon."- Vivian O.

" No matter what you do, if you like it, you will definitely give it 100%."- Mohamed Moudood

HOLLA !!

i got a feeling...
that tonight's gonna be a good night...
that tonight's gonna be a good night...
that tonight's gonna be a good good night...
somehow...
just intuition and gut feeeling..
i just felt as if tonight im gonna be in a calm, radiant and relax mode...
really...
like i wont have much on my mind..
just felt like chilling on my bed reading my favourite book without any worries...
most probably i'll just feel the slightest excitement for my 2nd cousin's wedding tomorrow...
it's at changi hotel...
btw, the wedding is not a malay wedding...
it's a catholic wedding..
like i said..
my family is rojak...

so..
this 2nd cousin of mine name, renee, is part caucasian, part eurasian..
yeah...
there's gonna be cocktail reception and all..
i think im gonna be at the hotel the entire night..
well...
i guess it's gonna be fun since it's my first time attending a catholic wedding...
and i DARN MISS my father side of the family...
i have not see them since christmas like two to four years back..
i wonder how mark looks like now..???
and how are the rest of them doing...??

anyhoo...
i don't get a single thing what today's faci was talking about...
btw, faci's name is LOKI LOK...
can't get over his name...
funny lor...
haha!!

btw..
im not happy with how the season 1 of 90210 ended...
it's like so hanging...
kinda frustrating..
so gonna watch season two ASAP..!!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-07-02T07:37:00.000-07:00

current mood: happy and satisfied :D
current song: here we go again-demi lovato

" I believe in an eye for an eye, but I also believe that through hardship comes success"- Mohamed E.

Alright..!
i know it's like a major news for all the OJD'ers...
KEVIN JONAS IS GETTING MARRIED YALL..!!
gosh!!
danielle is one lucky girl..!
congratulations to the both of them and may they have a blissful and lasting marriage..
omg!
still cannot believe it...
that dude is actually getting married...

hope that the other brother won't make a rash and hash decision quickly...
nah..
i still think they won't last..
celeb lives are hard to handle...

anyhoo...
communication was GREAT today...!
was fun, enjoyable and shocking...
though overall i like how the day started and ended..

erm..
after school went to the cinemas again..
i definitely finally feel satisfied after watching the movie TWICE!!
okay..
i noe im crazy...
btw, shout out to RAZ!!
thanks dude for helping me out just now...
awesome you were!!
sista was damn late and slow to reach cwp just now..
got a little mad but stilll maintain...
i hate people being late..
i mean like if youe promise me to meet me this time..
that time itself you have to reach..
no lateness and early-ness allowed...
i don't like people being late coz i have to wait for them and im a punctual person(except at times)....
and i don't like people waiting for me coz you're early...

hmm..
i hope one of my friends can return to school asap...
hope her classmates are doing better...
thanks to H1N1..
practically half the class got infected..
get well soon yo!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-29T19:44:00.000-07:00

current mood: super duper lazy..
current song: permanent-david cook

" Don't fear; instead wonder. Have worries, but never let them go too far. Love, we never know when that defying moment may be. Be free, but never quit caring about yourself. Persevere; your dreams can be what make you. Fight, never with violence, but rather with peace. Guide, teach what you want the world to become. Trust God. He's the only real truth."- Aubrie Blackton

as of today (plus tomorrow)...
i have not done my e-learning for three days..
and i don't care...
just hate doing e-learning...

so..
going back to school on thursday...
erm..
i should be okay with that..
coz e-learning really needs to stop for me..
funny thing how a faci actually gave me a B when i didnt do anything for the science module e-learning..
that's so weird...
maybe he got the wrong person..?

btw..
did anybody watched the asian youth games opening ceremony yesterday..?
it was SO merepeks...!!
i mean it was so crap-ish..!
the performance was okay but i think the organization of the ceremony was i think quite bad...
it was really bad..
camera angles was horrible..
you can actually see all the flaws of the dancer...
and you can also see like the singers were lip-synching...
the cameras just zoom straight to the performers..
there's more to the opening cremony that i find horrible...

anyhoo..
i have the sudden urge to see baby nur now...
miss that cutie...

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-28T18:52:00.000-07:00

current mood: mood swings are terrible..
current song: 21 guns-greenday

No sacrifice, No victory..- transformers (the first movie)

HAHAHAHA!!
i can't help it...
okay..
here's the low down..

okay..
as all of u may know..
i watched tranformers 2 at like what... erm... 11 pm yesterday..
with my whole family and all...
i swear to you after the movie i was in a daze...
practically!!
IT WAS SO DAMN GOOD!!
partly also i was tired after the movie..
OMG!!
like i said earlier..
it's way better than the first one...
and shia labeouf..!!
HOT and AWESOME!!
okay..
im not gonna babble much about the movie...
u gotta watch it to see what i meant...
sis suggested to watch again..
but only the two of us this time..
well...
if it's a damn good movie..
than why not..???

anyhoo...
after the movie sent my cik djamal home...
then after that my family and another uncle of mine and aunty went simpang bedok to eat..
ate a fish burger..
but i was actually really exhausted to eat already..
forced myself to since i already ordered it..
don't like to waste food..
after eating and all...
it was already 3+++am by then..
reached home around 4am after sending my aunty and uncle home...

slept all the way till like 10am almost 11...
bla bla bla...
im here as of now..

im just wondering how i am going to go through maths e-learning...
urgh!!
its gonna be terrible for sure..!!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-27T00:40:00.000-07:00

current mood: excited !!!
current mood: my playlist as of now is all michael jackson's and the jackson's five songs. playing non-stop..

"If u enter this world knowing u are loved & u leave this world knowing the same,then everything that happens in between can be dealt with"- Michael Jackson

well...
i still cannot get over the fact that Michael Jackson have left us all...
still settling in...
since yesterday my family and i have been watching michael's videos..
guess what..?
ok..
so it was my first time seeing the "smooth criminal" video..
and IM VERY AMAZED!!
i have to say its awesome..
not many people can do the moonwalk, the high leg kicking, the maybe 2 and a half spins and not fall, the "robot dance"...
i mean even people who can do it does it not as perfectly as he can...
michael jackson was one true talented guy and very humble...
grew up listening to him...
i won't forget his legacy for sure..
loved that dude...
can't believe he is gone..

anyways..
TODAY'S THE DAY!!!
TRANSFORMERS 2: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN...
HERE I COME BABY!!
HAHA!!
OMG!!
i still have like maybe 7 hours to go before the show starts...
and im so restless..
i cannot wait any longer larh..

btw..
im like so alone right now..
parents and sis left me alone at home...
they went to the cemetry..
and im stuck at home due to some reasons..

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-26T08:36:00.000-07:00

current mood: solemn
current song: i miss you-miley cyrus

R.I.P Michael Jackson...

i've been watching like over maybe a fifty of Michael Jackson's videos from the past and present on MTV...
Michael Jackson's like all over the radio and TV today..
well..
what can i say..?
that man was and is a legend...
he definitely made what music is today ...
and i think and im sure he will never be forgotten and his legacy will always be with us and maybe passed on to the future generation like john lenon's did..

my family and i were kinda shock when we learned that Michael Jackson passed away..
kinda of a fan of his..
so no doubt about that..
all i have to say is..
i hope his family and kids are coping well..
i give my condolence to them all...

hmm..
his death kinda fall also on my grandfather's one year death anniversary..
just feeling a bit sad actually..
but im coping well if you have to ask..
well..
i was never close to my paternal grandfather..
nevertheless...
i still miss his presence...

michael jackson..
29 august 1958-25 june 2009

2009-06-25T21:46:00.000-07:00

current mood: bored to death...
current song: see you in the dark and don't close the book-honor society(LET'S DO THE HONOR ROLL...!!!!)

HONOR SOCIETY!! (my new favourite band!!)

jonas brothers and honor society..!

im bored...
i wanna go out!!
sabrina!! let's go out!!

can't wait for tomorrow..!!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-25T01:14:00.000-07:00

current mood: im hungry!!
current song: live to party-jonas brothers

" People say that everyone is different, but we are all the same, because we are different." - Grace W.

" If you feel that a place in your life is empty, then don't think of the person who makes that place empty, instead imagine the one who can fill that place." - Anonymous

so...
yeah..
today no school...
bla bla bla...

gosh!!
can saturday come faster..??!!
i wanna watch transformers lah dey..!!
im so impatient right now..
so eager to watch..
can we speed forward to saturday please..?

anyways....
erm...
i dont like e-learning...
never a fan of learning online..
hated it since secondary school..
but, however, i must be very lucky coz my computer was never lag...
i pity the rest of you...
im so done with everything..
RJ, quiz..
all done!!
yay!!
i dont have to worry about anything at night..
yayness!!

erm..
so...
i was catching up with some of my favourite tv shows and also reading up the twilight series books..
watched JONAS btw...
loved the first 7 episodes..
coz i've only watched 7 episodes...
im SO glad i have tons of spare time as of now...

okay..
i guess that's all i have to say for now..
toodles!!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-24T05:49:00.000-07:00

current mood: it's only 9pm and im darn sleepy..
current song: new divide-linkin park

life's a climb... but the view's great...- hannah montana the movie

im gonna start my entry with a quote or motivational phrase from now on...
no more the usual greetings..
i just feel like it..

HOLLA!!
FROM TOMORROW UNTIL NEXT WEDNESDAY NO SCHOOL!!
HAHA!!
THANK YOU DEAR SWINE FLU!!
do you know how glad i was upon hearing and receiving that information..?
i've never been glader...
haha!
but...
the troublesome part is we still have to do work at home...
still have to log on to leo..
bla bla bla...
troublesomeness!!
but..
its still beneficial at the end of the day..
so..
let's bring it on!!

i was rather blank-ish today..
i feel i didnt do much in class just now..
didnt contribute much too..
erm..
thousand apologies to my team mates..
and..
im definitely freaked by all those ghosts stories faci gavin shares in class...
you know..
i dont really like to listen but i like to listen..
you see..
listening to ghosts stories fascinates me but i will constantly imagine things and be totally annoyed and scare myself to death afterwards...
made a silly reaction during one of faci's ghost story just now..
it was scary okay...
and ouh..
there was a not-necessary fire drill just now..
thought it was a waste of time..

bla bla bla bla..
took cab home along with yan ling, jasmine and gillian...

im proud of myself coz im one day thru completing one of my wishes
i didnt even went into any celeb gossips websites for the entire day...
keep it up nadia!!
more days to come and dont you dare to even enter those websites..!
hehe..

oooo...
school's out..!!
which also mean that i can catch up with my favourite drama serials...!!
yayness!!
90210, boys over flowers and my other loves...
im coming!!
im gonna watch yall till yall are done and overwith...
yay!!
another wish done..!!
woohoo!!

OUH!! OUH!!
TRANSFORMERS 2: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN IS OUT TODAY!!
GO CATCH THE MOVIE GUYS!!
BET IT'S GONNA BLOW YOUR MINDS OFF!!

p.s. i still don't get you...

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-23T07:15:00.000-07:00

current mood: i feel... lonely.. :( i need a HUGE HUG...
current song: here (in your arms)- HelloGoodbye

Whispers hello, I miss you quite terribly...

im in need of a BIG dosage of adrenaline right now..
im gonna "die" soon...
its so dreadful, messy and tiresome...
lately...

i miss that feeling...
the feeling of love and trying your every mean to hang to a person you hold dear..
i miss that..
i miss the feeling of when you look forward to everyday seeing your other half face and know that everything's gonna be okay...
i miss the feeling of being secured and protected by someone...
i really miss that...
its been a while since i fall for someone...
like what a year and a half maybe...
i just miss falling in love..
that's it..
im starting to feel lonely now...

well..
i deserve it don't i..??
when a good boy comes along...
having all the qualities that i desire...
i put him aside...
isnt that rather stupid..?
and dear old me end up with nothing..

ouh well...
i'll just have to be patient don't i..??
i know someday the right person will come..
be it fast or slow...

*************************************************************************************

hmm..
so school was okay for today..
was not too exhilirating nor too dry...
btw, it is SO not funny to mess with my laptop okay..?!!

after school went straight home..
then settle some stuff i have to settle...

im trying to start on my RJ now...
i just hate that kind of question can..?
i mean..
i SO know that i will not get an A..
so why bother asking that kind of question..?
it's stupid isnt it..?

anyways...
im trying hard to rid my mind off some crude and undesirable stuff...
still cant get over some matters that happened during the FIH men's junior hockey world cup and other events also..
i mean like that event is like SO over..
and those stuff still lingers in my mind...
though some were super funny..
and some were disgusting..
and some were just full of anger...

okay..
im trying to fulfill a wishlist...
wishlist:
1. try to forget what happened for the past month.
2. start a fresh everyday.
3. enter class with a smile everyday..(try not to look sleepy and very sian nadia..)
4. try to call up all my friends from wrss...(i miss them loads..)
5. be more lively and try to be irritating (in a good way.. hehe..!)...
6. stop reading all those celeb gossips and rumors and life and hollywood... (so corrupting my mind)
7. treat every person i know with TLC...
8. catch up with my favourite drama serials...
9. try to sleep by 10pm every night..(late nights are definitely taking a toll on me)
10. get over some unrealistic dreams...
11. I SHOULD AND I MUST FULFILL MY WISHLIST...

okay...
im done...

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-22T06:48:00.000-07:00

current mood: sleepy
current song: love game-lady gaga

what in the world?!

hot news..
there's a heated "fight" or rather arguement between perez hilton and will.i.am (black eyed peas member)..
perez accused will that will assaulted him after the much music awards in toronto..
will is denying the accused and said that perez had hurt him and what he stands for by calling him faggot..
in my opinion, this arguement is so unnecessary...
i think it's childish lor...
celebrity world are full of lies...
hollywood...
maybe most are fake...

so...
i bought a new shoe...!!
it's freaking nice and VERY SHINY !!
it's heels by the way...
it's also cheap..
this is why i love the great singapore sale...!!
cheap and nice stuff are easy to get!!

erm..
I CANT WAIT TO SEE TRANSFORMERS 2: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN!!!
i bet its gonna be as good as the first one..
maybe better...
my daddy was nice enough to book tickets in advance..
gonna watch it with practically my whole family coz my makciks (aunties) and pakciks (uncles) also coming along on saturday..
its a family affair..
midnight show baby!!
i love midnight shows actually...
daddy also have also made plans that after movie go eat at bedok corner...
i think bedok corner larh..
not too sure...
omg!!
i really am so eager to catch the movie!!
can't wait to see my shia labeouf..!!
yes..
he is mine..!!
you girls can't take him...
the boys will definitely be looking forward to see megan fox..
ouh! come on..! dont deny it boys...
but still the most interesting part are the robots...
ouh! ouh!
i love the soundtrack too..
love the linkin park song: new divide..

ok..
enough about transformers...

rumors were spread like wild fire that the school already got two cases of swine flu...
yes..!!
please spread coz im not looking forward to school...
den..
somebody made up rumors that my class had swine flu..
everybody that walked pass the class would definitely peek in..
wth?
anyways..
im so done with maths...
wadever..
i got an interesting D+ for UT!!
it is SO expected...
haha..

erm...
i think i shall stop here...
i want to read over and read again the twilight series books...!!
im gonna read all of the books again..!!
refesh my memory...
i have all the books except the first one..
but i just dont have the time yet to read...
so..
im gonna start reading now..
hope to finish all the books by the end of the week..!!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-20T08:26:00.000-07:00

current mood: im HAPPY !! like so happy... you know..
current song: before the storm-jonas brothers ft miley cyrus

OMG! OMG! OMG!

i cannot believe it...
like major...

i cannot believe that singapoe actually won their last men's junior hockey match world cup...!!
it was amazeballs...!!
like full of awesomenes!!
HAHA!!
USA LOST TO US ..
that was sweet revenge on the singapore side..
3-1...
singapore team was awesome!!

ok...
lets list down the players that played today..
jersey: players:
1 Kevin Ng-goalkeeper (awesome goalkeeper. saved tons of goals)
2 Silas Abdul Razak (awesome!!)
3 Muhammad Baqir Asali(the most awesome!! coz he's my cousin... hehe!)
5 Muhammad Sabri bin Yuhari(awesome captain and defender!! mat teddy!)
6 Nur Ashriq Ferdaus(the hot and awesome midfielder)
7 Aidil Ibrahim(aidilfitri!! haha.. jk.. awesome forward)
8 Enrico Elifh Marican(awesome forward!!)
9 N Balukumaran(BALU!!awesome you were!!)
10 Prashan Anbalagan(awesome!!)
12 Tan Yi Ru(the huge guy!! awesome!!)
13 Haikal Eiman Supaat(awesome defender!! our lifesaver)
14 Kishenraj s/o Rengaraj(our lifesaver!! awesome!!)
15 Muhammad Faris Mohd Ali(awesome!!)
16 Johnson Sivalingam(our no. 1 scorer!! awesome forward!! 2 goals)
17 Benjamin Cher Shao Jie(awesome!!)
Brian Foo(sorry dude.. i dont rmbr ur jersey no. friendliest
guy... awesome!!)
ok... i can't remember the other players..
sorry guys...
anyways..
all the others are as awesome ok!!
yall are awesome..!!

erm.. lets post some pics and maybe a video..

avid team singapore supporter!! haha!!

the "winning" clappers and tickets...

from left to right..
my sis.. BAQIR.. (dear cuzzy and singapore player).. me(can't see my face liao..)
cik linda.. and fitri..

ermm..
looks like i cant upload the vid..
so yall gotta wait..
the vid is practically my family being our kecoh selves when we were watching the match..

i cant emphasize(however you spell that word) enough how proud i am of the players..
you go guys..!!
at last we won!
you guys have improve a lot..
and we are definitely not the last country..
its better 19 than 20..
hehe..

erm..
so after the match went to jalan kayu to eat...
tell you..
the mee kuah isnt that good..
i don't really like it..
i was practically drowning the taste of the mee with my lime jucie after one bite...
after eating and all..
sent my cousins home..
and here i am..

its 12.22 am..
and im still wide awake..

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-19T03:55:00.000-07:00

current mood::D
current song: world war three-jonas brothers

Jonas Brothers Performs "World War III" From London

lyrics of world war three:

Yeah!
The time walked into the bedroom
You were visibly upset
Telling me I made a bad move
But I didn't do nothing
You start screaming, wake the neighbours
Now everybody's out for blood
I didn't want no confrontation
Because of you that's what I've got
Well you got to chill out
Cause baby I don't want to fight with you
And every battle we've fought
Just made us look like fools

No you can't have World War III
If there's only one side fighting
And you know
Woah oh
That there's lessons left to learn
Everytime you attack
It doesn't drive me to fight you back
And then I know
Woah oh
That I'll never let it be World War III
World War III
Let me tell em

Now your rounding up your army
Turning all your troops on me
Telling lies just to feel happy
But I wont retaliate
No

No you can't have World War III
If there's only one side fighting
And you know
Woah oh
That there's lessons left to learn
Everytime you attack
It doesn't drive me to fight you back
And then I know
Woah oh
That I'll never let it be World War III

Well you got to chill out
Cause baby I don't want to fight with you
And battle we've fought just made us look like fools

No you can't have World War III
If there's only one side fighting
And you know
Woah oh
That there's lessons left to learn
Everytime you attack
It doesn't drive me to fight you back
And then I know
Woah oh
That I'll never let it be World War III
Not gonna be World War III

Everytime you attack
It doesn't drive me to fight you back
And I know
Woah oh
That I'll never let it be World War III

World War III
World War III

*************************************************************************************

If it's you and me forever
If it's you and me right now
That'd be alright
Be alright
We'll chase the stars to lose our shadow
Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine
So won't you fly with me
??????

*************************************************************************************

class was almost maybe one-third empty just now...
many didnt turn up...
well..
i myself didnt turn up for class yesterday..
was not feeling well..

class was moderately fun today..?

erm..
lemme see..
erm..

jb new album is FREAKING FULL OF AWESOMENESS!
really..
it is not their usual sound..
there's a mixture of country, ballad, old rock, 80's & 70's sound...
but it's still awesome!!
im loving all the songs..

Yes people...
I AM A PROUD SUPPORTER OF THE JONAS BROTHERS..!
im not afraid to admit coz there's nothing wrong in loving them and their music..
at least they are people with good morals, attitude, beliefs..
better than those artistes out there..
they are good role models..
there's more reasons out there why they're awesome...
i cant possibly list them all here, i cant can i..?

ok..
that's off my chest..

i've been feeling weird lately...
like really weird..
my body have not been in a good condition lately..
so weak..
going to the doctor soon..
check me out..

erm..
i just check out some stuff design by christian siriano..
that guy who won project runway season 4 if u watch..
god!!
he's stuff are awesome..
i want them..
literally..
it's so nice okay..

last but not least..
i have a thing for andy samberg..
and..
chilean boys (boys from chile)..

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-17T07:52:00.000-07:00

current mood: glad, happy and very proud!
current song: america's suiteheart-FOB

IM WAVING AT YA!!!
WAVE BACK !

and so...
I GOT THAT THING YOU GUYS..
the thing i was talking about...
but i haven't really open the packaging...
i hope to open it by the end of the day....
YAYNESS!!

so..
today is one of my favourite days and it is also one of the most kekek-est!!
something happened after school and it was so damn funny..
i've made a promise not to tell anybody..
so yeah...
couldn't stop laughing....
btw, class was awesome too today..
imagine having jasmine, yan ling, fadli, wendy and fong yan in one group...
laughing all the way in class..
can't help it...
UT was kinda sucky...
i think it was harder than the previous one and i didnt manage to finish the last two question..
damn!
btw, khai...
u are nice and sweet enough to offer me a ride home in your car just now..
but i will definitely feel weird if i had accepted that offer..
sorry..
thanks anyways..!!

hmm..
so after school went to cwp to get what i wanted...
then went home...
around 6.30pm...
got a call from my cuzzy..
kakak nur!!
she asked me if i would like to come along to watch the singapore vs russia hockey match...
i was like duh!!
so i was rushing around at home to get ready....
reached the stadium around 7.15 pm..
took cab mah..
so it was fast to get there...
15 mins into the game already when we reached...
it was still 0-0...
but as we stepped one foot onto the court...
GOAL!!!
SINGAPORE SCORED ONE GOAL!!
aidil with the jersey number 7 scored..!!
awesome goal though...
kept cheering for singapore and my dear cousin, baqir asali with the jersey number 3!

half time..
it was 2-2...
singapore players looked damn tired by then..
i really pity those guys but im also very proud of them at the same time...
by full time..
it was 4-3..
singapore lose by one point again...
nonetheless...
they're one bunch of awesome guys!!
really awesome...
after the game...
said hi and bye to both my cousins....
and tada..
im here after that...

okay so...
im not really looking forward to tomorrow though...
communication is not my forte...
and i don't really like the faci also...
bet im gonna dread tomorrow...
it's okay..
life must go on...
that phrase remind me of something funny and "revengeful"..
haha!!
don't get me it's okay..

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-16T08:19:00.000-07:00

current mood: feeling like a loser
current song: thinking of you-katy perry

HOLLA !!
to the team singapore hockey...
it's alright boys...
it's definitely okay..
you boys did great and we are very very very very proud of you..
we still love you guys a ton a lot....
jia you!!
for the next match against russia...
whatever happens you all are always the BEST batch of hockey players under 21...
regardless of which country...
all the way guys!!
don't ever give up k?
jai ho!!
hehe....

im definitely proud of the boys in hockey...
i feel prouder for my cousin who is playing for singapore...
i've definitely become one avid supporter of team singapore and hockey...
and i've also definitely learned a lot from the game and the players...
man..
those guys are awesome!!

okay..
so i did not manage to get that one little thing i wanted badly today...
was definitely pissed..
im so gonna get it tomorrow....

and....
im so damn tired right now and i have yet to do my RJ...
DAMN YOU RJ!!
din it!

lots od laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-16T00:00:00.000-07:00

current mood: bored to death..
current song: poker face-lady gaga

OMG !!!

TODAY IS THE BIG DAY !!!
16/06/09
ARHG!!!
IM PSYCHED!!
im so gonna get that thing ASAP !!

honestly, i do not know what's going on in your head/mind...
i find it super irritating..
why don't you just tell me what you want...
i no longer feel like im your friend...
you're definitely killing me with your silence..

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-08T00:14:00.000-07:00

current mood: YIPPY SKIPPY !!!
current song: fly with me-jonas brothers

IM LOVING IT !!!

im SO LOVING the jb world tour stage...
it's so cool...
their set is like amazing...
you guys can see it through the fly with me video below..
OJD'ers must see !!!

anyhoo....
im SO PUMPED UP for the men's junior hockey world cup today !!!
i hope singapore wins...
let's pray for singapore yall!!
btw, i wanna see the australian guys too..
as in the australian team...
i saw some of them yesterday..
they came to watch the germany vs chile match...
which germany won 5-0..
the australian team going against chile today...
somehow...
im rooting for chile...
yeah..
GO CHILE!!
haha!

ouh..
and did i tell you that the hockey players are all freaking HOT !!??
regardless of which country..
includes singapore team...
yeah..
one reason why i wanna go watch the matches..
ok... just kidding...
no.. really..
just kidding...
hehe..

and ouh..
guess im missing the class bbq...
sorry guys...
but i need to support my cousin at the hockey stadium...
family first..
sorry....

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-07T08:14:00.000-07:00

current mood: tired.... :(
current song: right round-flo-rida

hmm...

ouh well...
singapore may have lost the world cup hockey game to the netherlands...
8-0...
but the players, i mean, singapore players did an excellent job...
it was expected that they were gonna lose anyways...
however, for the singapore team to hold on and keep playing and still striving to get a goal even though they were down 8 to 0..
it was definitely very commendable...
kudos to the singapore team...
kudos to my cousin too...
well done team singapore and my cousin, Baqir Asali !!!
team singapore was definitely not sore losers...
they still left the field with a HUGE smile on their faces...
getting pats on their shoulders and handshakes from singaporean supporters and fans...
and of course their individual family members...
we are always behind you team singapore!!
we love you guys!
btw, team singapore going against india tomorrow...
definitely tough fight...
but keep the spirits high!!
you'll never know what's gonna happen...

one more thing i have to say...
the ang moh's that were there..
are damn rude and inconsiderate....
and...
they treat the volunteers as if we were their maids..
and...
they kinda suck frankly speaking...
you know what they were saying??!!
"Singapore sucks ! and Singaporeans are just small fry !"
they said something worse then that actually..
but i do not want to mention it here...
who do they think they are?!
it is not as if they own our land..!
i was effing angry throughout the match...
the volunteers that were there were so damn lazy and we refuse to listen to them after that....
we kinda give them the fucked up face and was not bothered at all to serve them...

haish...
it's over anyways...
i should get on...
no use getting angry...
remember to laugh, dance and sing always nadia..
yeah...

ok..
so tomorrow im going to watch the singapore vs india match...
anybody want to follow?
hope the singapore team will be in their best form...
and GOOD LUCK, ALL THE BEST and LOTS OF LOVE !!
all the way guys!!
woohoo!!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-06T05:22:00.000-07:00

anyone seen the video of joe jonas dancing to beyonce's single ladies ??
haha !!
if you haven't then go see it...
especially OJD'ers...

his thighs are HUGE !!
and...
he can definitely rock those heels!!
good job joe!!
you've definitely kept your promise and made all OJD'ers day !!

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-06T04:47:00.000-07:00

current mood: CRAZY !!! ARH!!!
current song: hoedown throwdown-miley cyrus

OMG ! OMG! OMG!
ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I JUST SAW THE TRAILER FOR THE TWILIGHT SAGA: NEW MOON !!!
OMG!!!
i can't control myself...
i was practically screaming throughtout the trailer...
it was SO EFFING GOOD!!
more like HOT !!
taylor lautner and robert pattinson... HOT!!!!
taylor was shirtless btw....
i cannot wait for the movie!!!
it's out at the end of the year anw...
can it come out faster??
im like out of breath already....
i want to see the movie like..
ASAP !!!

OUH !! OUH!!
another hot guy alert..
lucas till from the hannah montana the movie...
is like the hottest guy in hollywood right now...
he second zac efron for me...
hehe...
his smile is unbearable...
his dimples drives me crazy..!!
the chemistry between miley and lucas was undeniably hot!!
btw, yeah, i just saw the hannah montana movie...
it's okay for a non-hannah montana and miley cyrus fan..
but for a hannah montana and miley cyrus fan...
IT'S A MUST WATCH !!

ooo..
i guess im high!!

ouh!
tomorrow's the day for my cousin...
he's gonna play for singapore for the FIH JUNIOR MEN'S HOCKEY WORLD CUP...
good luck dude!!

more like GOOD LUCK TO THE SINGAPORE TEAM !!
singapore's going against holland tomorrow..
anyone wanna come down to the sengkang stadium to watch them...
??
call me..
i can get yall tickets for free..
im volunteering there..
so yeah...
can get for yall...
haha!!

erm...
im still pondering if i should go for the class bbq on monday...
i wanna go but im afraid i might not be able to go due to other reasons...
hmm...

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-06-03T05:20:00.000-07:00

current mood: sleepy
current song: mad world-adam lambert

so i basically spent the weekends at the beach with family....
and also went to see baby nur next door..
that cute little makes my day everytime..
she's too adorable to handle..
same goes for my cousin mustaqeem..

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-05-29T21:09:00.000-07:00

current mood: YIPPY SKIPPY !!!
current song: paranoid-jonas brothers

HI !!! *waves*

the holidays are here...
for RP at least..
haha!
pity all my other friends from other schools...

im gonna miss yall for the next two weeks..
Im looking forward to the class gathering yall!!
when will it be you guys?
btw, call or message me if all of you got nothing to do..
i'll entertain you..
haha..
im gonna be bored for the next two weeks..
but hell..
i can go SHOPPING!!
yay!!

Lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-05-28T04:40:00.000-07:00

current mood: moody
current song: forever and always-taylor swift

i've finally come to a conclusion....
i've found the answers already...
i think i've been fooled big time by myself..
it's time to change...

im done..
im not gonna do the same stupid stuff again...
im not gonna fall easily as of right now...

im DAMN sure i will never be hurt again...
if i stick to the vows i made to myself...

it's okay..
it's alright...
i got something that im gonna like...
okay..
lame.. haha!!

i felt stupid in class during 2nd break...
shouldn't have let my guard down...
it's over anyway..
why bother?
im okay now...
thanks to some of my AMAZING friends who made my day after that..
LOVE YALL !!!!! <3<3<3

and btw...
MANCHESTER UNITED LOSE!!!
HAHAHAHAHAH !!!
IM SO GLAD AND HAPPY!!
SWEET REVENGE!!
WOOHOO!!
MAN.. I LOVE BARCELONA.... not..
but still thanks for winning and not let that freaking manchester united grab hold of that cup....
may manchester united lose more games and may manchester united lose the epl cup next year...
god bless chelsea football club...
may they win next year...
ALL THE WAY BABY!!!

Lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-05-27T06:12:00.000-07:00

currrent mood: lalalala...
current song: lovegame-lady gaga

HOLLA !!!

today's "horrible" for me...
hehe..
gosh!!
my stomach was aching the whole day..
thanks to the tons of laughing i had to do and endure..
haha!!
but it was also partly coz of the training trekkers had yesterday..
jasmine and fadli are definitely some of the most hilarious people i've met..
kekek sia..
what's with fadli being weird at times and jasmine coming up with nonsensical and way out of point jokes at times..
i freaking love my cognitive group..
not saying i don't like the other groups i'm in...
i love all of yall too..!!!

so... today we ended late for class...
like super late..
btw, i also came late today..
the first..
my group had to do the 911 conspiracy theory..
the group kinda find some disturbing facts about the 911 incident..
it was disturbing to me at least..
i felt so sad and pitiful for those people who died..
they're innocent people for goodness sake!
and they had to die in a way they shouldn't...
anyways..
went back with hazimah, jasmine, leroy, izwan, chu qiang, fadli and zul..
talking some crap but hilarious stuff all the way to interchange...
that was fun..!!

okay..
so met sissy at causeway point...
ate at kfc..
and then we were off to buy some stuff that i wanted..
and off we went back home..

i have been sensing and kinda have a feeling that somebody's giving me really super cold shoulders..
i mean...
it's been tense lately..
so weird...
and so damn uncomfortable...
but wth..
i don't really care..
do as u like..
but all i know is that i won't be bothered and i will not care..
but i will not hate you or dislike you or anything..
need anything approach me..
i don't detest you..
i will greet you with an open heart and sincerity..
im a good friend and i will always be one if you want me to..
but you don't ever take advantage of me and think im some person whom you can control and mess with..
nonetheless, dude, i am your friend still...

did i ever tell you guys i have an obsession with something..??
super obsessed with it..
can't let go..
it's got a name too..
the obsesseion i mean..
it may be a "disease" to me..
im not the only one who got it though..
millions and millions and millions and millions and millions and millions..
out there also got it..
got it back in 2006..
have been obsessed ever since..
want to know?
come ask me..
i may tell you..
and i MAJORLY WANT A THING ONCE IT IS OUT!!

btw, i hope MANCHESTER UNITED LOSE TOMORROW!!
I HOPE BARCELONA WINS!!!
REVENGE FOR ALL CHELSEA AND LIVERPOOL FANS OUT THERE!!
for the first time, im actually supporting barcelona..
????????????
anyways, I WANT REVENGE MAN!!
i want man u lose!
i want man u lose!
i want man u lose!
HAHAHA!!

Lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-05-25T05:30:00.000-07:00

current mood: i feel gay (happy) .. haha!!
current song: whoa oh!-FTSK

I'M FREAKING OUT !!!

I'M PARANOID !!!

I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU BOYS !!!

DOUBLE THAT LOVE LOVE LOVE !!

OMG !!!

2009-05-21T08:00:00.000-07:00

current mood: feel so "bankrupt-ish"..!! haha!
current song: boom boom pow-black eyed peas

NAMASTE !!

DARN!!
ergh!!
ADAM LAMBERT didn't win american idol..
so sad larh..
though he was awesome for the performance with KISS..
OMG !!! did u guys see the platforms he was wearing..???
i bet it was at least ten inches..
even i can't wear those..
he is darn awesome lor..
got guts to wear those platforms..
i just don't get what other girls see in kris allen..
like literally all my friends are supporting kris..
ooo..
maybe im just different..
anyways, i just think that ADAM LAMBERT will be bigger than kris...
he can be the next chris daughtry..
didn't win but still managed to sell millions of records..
outsold taylor hicks..

ok..
so today is WENDY'S AND SHEENA'S BIRTHDAY..!!!
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday dear WENDY and SHEENA !!!
HAPPY.. BIRTHDAY.. TO.. YOU..!!
so both of them were pratically shocked with what was plan for them..
even so, sheeena got it bad..
cake splattered all over her face..
dirty clothes..
HaHa!!
wendy..
what can i say..
you look pretty today!!!
with the tiara and all..
btw, she got a winnie from the class..
sheena got a pillow from hamsath and a birthday card from the whole of the trekearth gang..

ooo...
i got some pics of me and wendy with winnie..
and also with some other people..
ouh!! before i forget..
we changed teams for communication already..
so yeah..
pics of the team coming up too..

i haven't gotten any pics for sheena's birthday yet..
gonna get it soon..
so gonna post it here soon..

i think there's something wrong with my brain..
i can't seem to stop laughing lately..
laugh too much that it irritates people..
well..
i can't help it..
HAHA !!
btw, the new communication team is awesome!!
me, wendy, fadli and leroy..

so..
for trek ig today..
we didnt do much...
coz it was raining..
so we all played games..
seniors decided to play catching..
so me and hamsath cannot stop laughing..
we were saying that they had deprived childhood..
like serious..
so budak kecik-ish..
however..
it was still fun to play..
den we played mortal, angels and devils..
i have no idea what's the exact name of the game..
god!!
i tell you..
that game killer..
im being pulled everywhere..!!
my body, hands and legs are full of bruises right now...
i was also touched everywhere..
haha!!
okok..
not literally touched everywhere..
just an expression..
but..
it was fun playing that game...
though the angels lost to the devils..
duh!!!
of course we were gonna lose..!

after that, was told that gunung datok is gonna be postpone until july coz of swine flu...
DIN IT YOU SWINE FLU !!!
haha!
but we still get to do rock climbing and high ropes at school....
yeah!!!
can't wait for that..

okok..
i think i better go summarize all 6P for science tomorrow..
need to specifically study 6P for hang, float and sink..
that is the hardest problem i think..

ARH !!
EXAMS!!
hate them..
haha!

Lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-05-19T07:54:00.000-07:00

current mood: SUPER DUPER HAPPY AND HYPE !!
current song: run, don't walk-hey monday!

HI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im like so happy..!!!
so super happy !!
so super duper happy !!
but i have no idea why..
haha...
maybe my mom made my day..
maybe trek ig made my day..
maybe sheena and hamsath make my day..
maybe..
just maybe, the trekearth gang made my day..
yall are AWESOME !!
LOTS OF LOVE FROM ME TO ALL OF YOU !!

so..
i entered class in the morning with a serious LONG face..
and was not in the mood to do anything...
i was like angry and sad at the same time larh..
tried hard to participate in grp discussions and all..
did manage to pull through somehow..

problem today was not too hard nor easy..
manageable..
though i think i screwed up half way through the ppt..
don't have any idea what i was talking about even though i was the one who did that particular slide..
thanks to ming hong and chloe for saving me..
:D

after school had trek ig..
it was effing fun lor..

ouh! ouh!
Khai is so damn irritating..
anyhow nudge me in the morning..
and didn't admit he nuddge me summore..
haha!
another one..
senior Khai from trek ig..
another one irritating..
anyhow disturb people and make fun of people's name..
too bad and very pitiful that hamsath, shamala and afidah had to go through his nonsense..
but..
i "accidentally" stepped on his feet while playing captain's ball..
haha!
that was a good one..

im really enjoying my ig..
it's so lively and so much fun..
especially having my "lesbo" partner in it..
haha!
im so looking forward to near future trainings and expeditions..
btw, we are going Gunung Datok soon...
like early june..
hope to bond more with the trekearth gang..
awesome!!

hmm..
DIN IT!!!
there's UT tomorrow..
and it's one of my most hated modules..
COGNITIVE!!
URGH !!
DARN!!
i haven't even studied or anything..

ok..
i think im off..
need to do RJ and summarize all the 6P of cognitive...
BYE !!

Lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-05-17T19:47:00.000-07:00

current mood: confused
current song: paranoid-jonas brothers

I'M PARANOID !!!
CALLING ALL OJD'ers..
please listen to the boys new song and make their song number one on the radio..!!
Oooo... don't forget their album's out on june 16... Don't forget.. HAHA!!
I can't wait..

ok.. I feel like posting some old and new pictures today..

family pics..

daddy and wak sali.. proud supporters of LIVERPOOL... after liverpool defeated man u 4-1..

another pic of them happily celebrating.. HAHA!! cute larh my dad and uncle..

mom and her daughters..

another pic of us..

sissy and me..

mustaqeem.. sleeping.. lol!!

family at west coast park..

picture taken two years ago..

school photos.. RP!!

me and wei li during orientation..

ANDREAS !! HAHA!!

lovelies..

skirt day!!

almost the whole class...

dats about it..

hmm..
i heard i missed a lot for the first ever trekking camp for the newbies..
well..
juz my luck huh?

my brain is crammed with school stuff..
i have madrasah exam coming up this coming week..
plus first ever actual exam for rp..
wow!!
im not stressed yet though..
good thing..
im not feeling it yet..
but when the day draws closer..
im sure gonna be hit hard..
nadia..
don't forget to breathe ok..?
u can do it!
haha!!

everybody's making a big fuss over the fact that malaysia already have two cases of swine flu..
so kan chiong!!
alarh..
normal...
singapore mah..
well.. im still chilling..

I SO WANNA HIT THE SHOOPING MALL SOON..
urgent..!!
anyone wanna join me..?

lots of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-05-14T10:00:00.000-07:00

hello bloggie..!! im in school..!! HAHA !!!

2009-05-12T22:02:00.000-07:00

current mood: YIPPY SKIPPY!!
current song: you belong with me-taylor swift

ALOHA !! *winks and rolls eyes*

and the day is safe...
thanks to the most amazing girl ever.... NADIA!!
haha..ok..
i know it's lame..

so..
today i thought we are gonna change teams already for enterprise..
but it didnt happened..
faci explain that he don't like to change teams...
and that he will only change the teams in a few more weeks..
erm..
i guess im stuck with mai, ming hong and chloe for now..
for enterprise..
though i have to comment that the three of them are really good team members..
and im honoured to have worked with them..
ouh..
i find some people in my class SUPER irritating today.
like MAD irritating..
just like a mosquito at my ear..

the day was great today..
though there were some other hiccups that i don't wish to mention..
oh!oh!
there was an internal interview just now during lunch..
for the F1 Race Ambassador..
and i thought that the interview was going to be tough and all..
it wasn't at all..
the teacher-in-charge just ask a simple quest..
"Are you bubbly enough for this event?"
like wth..
of course i said..
i am bubbly enough and i definitely qualify for the event..

i didnt turn up for trek ig today..
had somethings going on..
and im so not lying here..
don't believe me it's okay..
you don't have to..

oooo..
how adorable can my neighbour's baby boy get..?
he damn adorable larh..
he always confuse me and my sis as my mother..
he call us aunty and his mother will always correct him..
jie jie..
haha!!
cute lor..
instead of jie jie he says "de de"..
funny..!
i took a pic of him...
wanna post it here...

lota of laughter, dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-05-11T20:51:00.000-07:00

current mood: sullen
current song: don't trust me- 3oh!3

cak!!!

predictable.. maths module as usual..
sucky..
im so like pissed the whole day..
i didnt have the BIG DOSAGE of laughter i needed..
my whole team was sleepy..
i badly wanted to doze off..
but didnt..
however..
nadia binte razalee didnt give up..
she calmed herself down..
i tried to make a joke of myself by laughing at not-funny-at-all things..
as long as i laughed..
it will do me good..
laughter is important to me..
ok..
done talking about maths..

and so i wore the new dress i brought..
got very bad comments..
so i decided i will not wear it again..
unless i really have to...

after school went belt shopping with sabrina...
bought two..
black and red...
the red have a heart shape on it..
btw, i saw a top that i wanted to buy badly..
but i ended up not having enough money after buying the belts..

ouh i forgot..
today is fazlyn's birthday!!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY FAZLYN!!
hamsath and iftirah bought a mickey palm for her..
the rest of random signed on it..
fazlyn loved the prezzie..
heard that she almost cried when she received the prezzie..
aww..

so..
tomorrow we will change teams for the first time after three weeks...
new team for enterprise, communication, problem solving and science..
i hope i get team members who are co-operative..
i hope not to get dennis in my team..
no offence larh..
not elaborating on that..

tomorrow will be a good day!!
i have faith that tomorrow will turn out great..
you'll never know what tomorrow brings..
just hope for the best rite?? :D

lots of laughter,dancing and singing,
nadia :D

2009-05-10T22:36:00.000-07:00

current mood: jumpy?? :D
currrent song: waking up in vegas- katy perry

peek-a-boo!!

and so i decided to "unprivatise" my blog.. (however u spell unprivatise)

i have a need to get my life back on track..
like seriously..
poly life just suck out my energy..
literally..
im tired everyday..
wth?
however, rp is fun..
just for only the fact i have great friends in rp..
not because of the system..
u must be CRAZY if u say rp system rocks.!! ??

im thinking of joining facebook..
but i feel like it's a waste of time..
though they have amazing attractions in them..
it's still very..
leceh..
in my opinion.

i have the urge to play dodgeball the pass few days..
don't get myself..
???
if only rp have an IG called DODGEBALL..
haha lame..

btw, anyone interested to join me..?
watch star trek in the cinemas?
contact me if you're going..

ARHH!!! tomorrow MATHS!!
dreadful..
can i not go..?
if i must go, i so need a BIG DOSAGE of laughter.
anybody willing to make me laugh..?
lol.

and...
im waiting for my long awaited photos of the family gathering at the beach from my cik baz..
i hope i get it ASAP..!!

ooo.. i wanna post some pics i took yesterday at cik jamz house of BABY NUR !!!

isn't she super cute..??!!!

lots of laughter,dancing and singing,
nadia :D